Thursday, November 24, 2011

My soon to be Ex

Right now I am still dating my BF but I am planning to dump him because I deserve someone who is gonna pay attention to me and care about me. I barely get to go over to his house so when I do get to go over there I want to cuddle and spend time with him But he just does the same thing everytime. He plays his games and watched tv and pays very little attention to me. I want to give him one last chance to prove to me that he actually wants me around but I'm not sure what good it would do. When I think of my bf I think of the song How Far by Martina Mcbride because that's about where I'm at right now. I also think of the song three mississippi by Terry clark. I made an entire break up Cd while still dating him and that tells me I've known what I needed to do for a while. I just had to realize that it wasn't going to work. If he didn't ignore or if he would at least act like he's excited when I come over I probably wouldn't feel this way. I just feel like there's nothing there. And he hasn't even tried to prove that he cares. I don't even know if he would care if I did get up and walk away. I know he wouldn't come after me. Most guys are too stupid to realize that that's what you really want them to do. Most of the time we walk away to see if they are willing to come after us and prove that they care.

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