Lisa

I have an alter ego that is called Lisa. She is the part of me that is not afraid to be a bitch and tell you how it is to your face. She's not always out. But she is a sociopath which is another word for Anti social disorder and no it doen't mean she's not sociable. If you don't know what the disorder is don't make assumptions just go look it up. You can easily find stuff about it. Part of the reason I'm bringing this up is because DG said that no one believed me about her. We'll you know what if no one believes me then why do they know the differance? I highly doubt they would just play along and humor me. She is real and if they didn't believe me they would tell me to stop pretending. And as I said before she is real so again that was just something he said to try to get to me. Maybe I am letting his words get to me but that's because I trusted him and now hes being an immature jerk and treating me like shit. So that bridge has definatly been burned down and I"m so much better without him. That Ashley tisdale song is so perfect for this break up and i will probably need to listen to it for a while cuz this is gonna bother me for a while. I try to not let his words hurt me but Like I said I trusted him to be civil and he betrayed that and me. So now I know I never meant anything to him. However I'm not so bitter that I will say the same for him!!! Even though I'm the one who has a rght to be angry. He just doesn't want to admit that the relationship failed was mainly his fault. And each time we break up he act like he is the only one that gets hurt.

But I will not date him again after this because He's not mature enough and he doens't know how to have a girlfriend. So I won't date him ever again. I'm stronger now and I'm finally free of him.

But he's gonna learn that he's not gonna disrespect me just cuz I dumped his ass.

Restraining order here I come!! lol