Jamie

Okay obviously I was really stupid to go out with Jamie again. But I dumped him again. And for the last time. Though it's true I did love him I realized that sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes it's just not meant to be no matter how much you love someone. He said he would be my friend and then started blaming me saying he was gonna be alone forever and that it was my fault because I didn't love him. I told him that if he didn't move on then that was his choice and he couldn't put the blame on me. I may have dumped him but I am not responsible for what he does after that. If he says or does something then that is his fault not mine. If he chooses to remain bitter and not move on to try and find someone else then that is his fault for not trying. He can't blame me for his choices. Though he will try and I will ignore it. He decided after that that he didn't want to be my friend after all so he said goodbye and then blocked me from his facebook which is stupid because I didn't even do anything to him! All I did was break up with him and decided to move on to someone new. We both need to move on to new people. We tried everything to make it work but it just wasn't meant to be. He also has to realize we have tried dating about 5 times now and I just have been thinking about it along with the help of a new guy I came to realize that even though Jamie and I did love each other that isn't always enough. If it was meant to happen we wouldn't have broken up so much and had so much trouble. Love isn't easy but it should never be that hard. You shouldn't have to keep fighting to make it work. I have already moved on and am spending time with a guy named Steven and he is a great guy. He is sweet and funny and differant from any guy I have dated and the fact that I have never dated him before is even better because it's a fresh start for the both of us. It took a while but I finally learned my lesson.