Chris

Okay I know I said I wouldn't date anymore of my ex's but there is one of them that never really had much of a chance. Chris is really sweet and has not been able to let go of his love for me. And recently I heard a song called Over and Over by Three days grace that reminded me of the friendship we have. He is still in love with me and I realized I never really gave our relationship a chance. With Dg and Jamie I gave the relationship one last REAL chance when neither of them deserved it. Chris does deserve that one last chance. So I'm giving us one last chance. Because I owe him that much. I owe us that much. And Maybe the reason he couldn't let me go was because he wasn't meant to. I always thought He was too nice of a guy for me and so I didn't want to give us a chance like I did with the other guys. But maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I do deserve him. Maybe he's not too good for me. And Maybe I just didn't want it at the time because I didn't want to be happy. I wanted to be alone. But now I realize that isn't what I really want. I hope it works out this time. Because out of all the guys I've dated. If there is any of them that really deserve me.......It's Chris.